You know, I just realized something that I am really thankful for.
Ever since my first boyfriend in middle school, God has been so kind.
I was single and upset and doing all that stupid teenager shit where I feel like my life is over, then I enjoyed being single, and then I was lonely again and wanted a boyfriend, and I got one.
Then I dated a guy from the beginning of freshman year to sophomore summer, and then I did the whole end of the world thing again, and then I enjoyed being single. And just recently I’ve been feeling really lonely, and look; God gave me Ruben. I don’t understand it.
Why has God blessed me so many times. My friend Hannah has only had one boyfriend and he sucked and it didn’t even last long and she deserves someone to kiss her under the stars and call her beautiful and kiss her cheeks and run up and grab her and fucking take her out to dinner. I don’t deserve any of that.
Anyway, I’m still thankful. I should probably stop putting myself down now and just be happy ok bye
I think I am officially the only person who isn’t single on tumblr
I’m gonna miss being forever alone